Posted in Random Thoughts

am i not pretty enough?

these words keep ringing in my head.

Am I pretty?

I look at my photos and see my imperfections.

How could I have been so blind? I look like shit.

I’ve been told I was beautiful but I’ve been called ugly too.

Which is true?

And why does it matter so much?

To me.

As I scroll through Instagram,

I see pretty girls with pretty smiles and pretty pictures.

And I know there are more important things to be.

Like being intelligent and kind.

But I can’t help but wonder…

I wonder when will my time come.

When is it my time to beautiful too?